Excerpt from ” The Decision”
How I made my decision
When I began the process of determining which treatment option was best for me, I had not yet formulated the “who are you” concept. However, I used it intuitively as I had when working through the options over the years with patients of mine. My general health was good; all options were open to me. Cure, ease of treatment, and time out of work concerns were the most important factors to me and vied for the most prominent role in my decision. The risk of impotence and incontinence associated with surgical removal did not worry me as much as the complications and unknown future complications of radiation therapy. Having performed hundreds of prostatectomies over the years and knowing how my patients have done with surgery gave me some degree of confidence about my favorable chances of retaining continence and potency. I also had confidence in the treatments necessary for the correction of these issues if they were to occur. In my practice, the patients who did well with surgery usually did very well, without the unknowns and potential downside of radiation. The inability for those who chose radiation, and had problems, to do anything other than take medicines was a big factor in my decision. At the time of my diagnosis, I had some underlying early symptoms of an enlarged prostate, mild frequency and some decreased caliber of my urinary stream, and I knew that radiation would most probably worsen that. The fact that I was 52 played a role as well. I knew that my years at risk, figuring that I would most probably live into my 70s, would be over 20 years. This made me gravitate heavily toward what I felt was the most aggressive way to deal with the cancer. My path report was favorable in terms of Gleason’s score and volume, but my years at risk trumped this. The concern that cancer can return after radiation, not only because the cancer is outside the radiated field at the time of treatment, but because of the potential inability of radiation to kill the cancer, played a role here. Reoccurrence of prostate cancer after radiation, if it happens, usually happens five to eight years after treatment. The potential for inadequate placement with seeds heightened my concerns regarding my years at risk because those were probably longer than the average time to reoccurrence with radiation. In the end, my decision was driven by my belief that my best chance for cure was with surgery.
Summary of my decision – Now, you work through the “who are you?” factors the same way, as I did, for your situation.
- · Underlying health was good; all the options were open to me.
- · Cure vs. ease of treatment: cure was most important.
- · Time out of work a concern but trumped by desire for most aggressive treatment.
- · Unknown future effects of radiation concerned me more that the known potential complications of surgery. I felt that surgery was “cleaner” and that once I was over the surgery that would be it. (For me this has been the case.)
- · Having other treatment options if the cancer came back was important to me.
- · My underlying obstructive symptoms favored surgical removal, “killing two birds with one stone.”
- · My years at risk highly favored surgical removal.
- · Being a surgeon, I just plain felt more comfortable with surgery.
- · The influence of my friends and family was not a factor because I had my patients as models for how I might do with surgery. As a rule, they do quite well.
How you should make yours – Now it’s your turn
Armed with the information in this book, you too can come to a decision about your cancer’s treatment that you will become comfortable with. Begin with your general health and slowly work through which concerns trump others, and you will begin to narrow it down. The main point I’d like to make here is not to let your decision be one-dimensional (based on what a friend did, a commercial you saw, or a brochure you got in the mail). Ease of treatment, i.e. radiation, is a major concern for some; I explored that path as well. However, if you choose radiation because you feel there are fewer side effects, a better cure rate, or you are experiencing obstructive voiding symptoms, then you may be making an error. Have your radiation therapist thoroughly explain the negatives of radiation and be sure you are comfortable with his answers. If you have immediately gravitated to surgical removal, your health is marginal, and you are in your 70s, again you may be making the wrong decision. My advice is to explore all you know about your disease, your “who are you” factors, and discuss this with your health care providers to arrive at your decision.